Migrains should be places in suiside boths.

I have a lot to say today.

It’s been a weird week and stressing me out to the max, I think I would of broke down and just quit. I was thinking about it. I thought nothing could change this. But thank you Alex.Yesterday I got angry over Foolishness.. I said something bad with the person I was talking about RIGHT Behind me. So I got angry and Up and left. If that wasn’t enough I bashed a Locker in… my fist doesn’t hurt though. That’s a good thing. A teacher stopped me in the hall and said " It couldn’t be all that bad" and I told him it just wasn’t what just had happened it was all this Drama-school-Japan Trip-new Apartment that was driving me up the wall. He thought I was still just a little kid with parent Issues.

Oh hell I told him

I got yelled at By people. I sent a TXT to my friends yesterday that said " In Honor of MR Luther Kin, slap the First white person you see, Let the freedom ring" I thought it WAS So funny! So I sent it to all my friends. But I got callbacks from then cursing me out over it! White people who are offended! " You fucking Bitch, you racist Cunt, How dare you send me this shit!"
3 conversations saying that!

I said " Man it was a joke"

And I am intimidating. My Poor lovable Sandra! I had scared her as far as I know. She didn’t like me touching her, she got mad over it. And to get things straight I touched her inaproperly. As I say again

" It was all fun a games." She didn’t take it that way..

SO I am defending myself. She always said

" come on baby"

"Touch me"

" you know you want me"

and I thought it was a joke. And I acted on them and touched her as a joke and now I am the BAD ONE!

On another topic…

Today is turning out great! Thanks to Alex.

ALEX ALEX ALEX. You made my day, I now have the second payment for Japan, well soon I hope. After I used up all my resources interlay. I went to the bank, they said no, I went to money mart, not enough! Like only 60% of what I can spend, so what’s 60% of 200? Ya I know. So if I did that no food. Then I got a txt in drama, and I almost started to cry. I probably will tonight though!!

I have a lot of homework Due for Friday, I will get it done, and giggle in glee!!

I did my drama performance today too! IT WENT SO WELL! Sang horribly of course, sorry Alex I couldn’t get anyone to tape it but I did search for my camera AGAIN to see if I could.

WE ARE ALLOWD VISITERS AGAIN! In my building!

YAY!!!

I have a migrain still though, must be from the Loud music.

I have to pick up some bread….i need food.

OH! Hilde gave me a frying pan! YAY! Now I get to make food!! W00t w00t w00t!!

I just need Butter, Mayo and other condiments, I can live off of condiments!!! Lol

You know what I really want??

Hotdogs..lol

SO I found out exam week, I can visit from the 26-30th!! If your not busy Alex baby!

Man I am tired.

There is a lot of snow on the ground now too! You could love it, it was snowing to Beautifully yesterday!

OH!!! A Bus landed on its side and caused a huge crash near oglive yesterday! Too Hilde 25 minutes to come get us after school! I wonder if anyone got hurt??

So 93% of people can spot racism.. I think 52% want to pick a fight. Racism hardly exists, its more of just Hating someone…

Do you see anyone making a new holocaust, or burning people? Genocide? Hangings? That’s real racism, not " I hate you because your black" so what, hate me all you want.

We all have the right to hate who we want.

But when physical actions are involved it changes because you had the mental thought of killing or hurting someone.

Brings me on to the other thingy do hicky.

I have a problem of hating people to the point where I will never be a friend with them again, not talk to them with a heated argument. I do not forgive.SO I don’t like to argue with friends, because I don’t want to stop being your friend.

Weird eh?.. just the way I am..

Don’t get me mad plz, I will try not to get you mad too!!.

Oh! And if I hate you, DO NOT FORGIVE ME!!! Because its not both ways!

Its weird when people say to me " well she doesn’t hate you"..

I HATE THAT!!!

She should have reason to hate me! Don’t make me give her one!!

Anyway, before I get into a huge rant over bullshit. I love you Alex,

CALL ME!!!