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(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:34:50 PM)
i hav a question

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:34:58 PM)
?>>>>

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:35:43 PM)
u live alone right? and u say u havent got much to eat. but wud u say ur life is at least decent?

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:36:05 PM)
yup

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:36:05 PM)
i want to move out and so im deciding bcause i cannot stand it here and i want to know if i can

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:36:20 PM)
really?

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:36:29 PM)
.......... if your got getting kicked out, then don't move out

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:36:50 PM)
but if i cant stand it here...

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:36:59 PM)
.... are you being beaten?

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:37:03 PM)
startved?

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:37:16 PM)
like on just a job wud i b able to i mean.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:37:21 PM)
just verbaly harrassed??

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:37:29 PM)
not really... but my mother yells alot and is mean

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:37:34 PM)
yeah

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:37:37 PM)
by everyone

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:37:45 PM)
........I will beat you if you move out just because of that

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:37:58 PM)
:S

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:38:05 PM)
you will servive on onlypaying rent if you want to go to school and have a job

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:38:16 PM)
because even with 50 hours a week i still didnt have enough

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:38:26 PM)
wait tell your done school.

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:38:39 PM)
how much is rent tho :S

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:38:47 PM)
over 400

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:38:50 PM)
50 hours a week on 8$ is 1600 a month

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:39:13 PM)
:S i see...

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:39:21 PM)
its hard to explain

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:39:40 PM)
I did 50 hours but i failed everything

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:39:51 PM)
every class u mean?

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:39:59 PM)
25 is Really hard for students, emagin 50

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:40:01 PM)
yes

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:40:27 PM)
down work yourself to death because your mom yells at you

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:40:31 PM)
don't*

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:40:51 PM)
Its soo much more stressful then living at home when your starving and your grades are in the 20's. 

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:41:19 PM)
Stay at home, DO NOT MOVE OUT, unless you get kicked out.

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:41:23 PM)
its not that. my sister... (shes violent actually) and they annoy me and it may sound selfish but i cannot stand it here. i left my dad's cuz i twas so bad and its bad here too and over crowded and annoying

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:41:26 PM)
Dnot try to get kciked out

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:41:33 PM)
...k

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:41:50 PM)
what do they say? what do they do?

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:43:36 PM)
well my mother is just EVERYTHING. and my sister. i turn off the kitchen light and she freaks out and goes beserk. u say ur having a bad day and to please leave u alone and she barges into ur room saying ur rude and to not talk mean to her (when ur calmly saying it), and just everything she yells. and my sister... evrything too. we probably have talked calmy for 10 minutes once a month and every

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:44:21 PM)
othe rtime its yelling and hitting me (T)hings like being on the computer doing homework when she needs it. and that's when shes visiting. partime shes with my dad but when she graduates she said shes staying here for college which will be worse
(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:44:56 PM)
i dont like living with that..

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:44:58 PM)
.......................... u must convice me more.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:45:05 PM)
thats nothing to me.

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:45:07 PM)
... if i had a camera i wud sho u

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:45:22 PM)
my dad tho was abusive and used to hit me alot

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:45:35 PM)
okay, let me tell ou what i had to deal with, and see if you could tsnad what i had to go though, because i would of stayed in my life if i didnt get kciked out.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:45:44 PM)
dads are men, they hit.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:45:51 PM)
okay........ where to start

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:45:53 PM)
ya...

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:46:21 PM)
Eveyday I was told I was a fat ass... and that me and my twin should have been abortions. This was what we had to wake eup too.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:46:27 PM)
my mom was on pot 24-7

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:46:36 PM)
she never got happy she is always angry

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:46:50 PM)
she wished we where dead everyday.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:47:18 PM)
we would wake up to her screaming into our ear and then go to bed her screaming about how we made her life missrable

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:47:22 PM)
thats the mental abuse.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:47:26 PM)
now the phyical...

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:47:38 PM)
She tried to kill my twin twice, infrount of me, and me once.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:48:25 PM)
She grabbed my twin by the neck and suspended her in the air ( my twin is like Nicol richie, Paper thin)...and held her there tell she stopped yelling, becaiuse she had the NERVE to talk back

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:49:07 PM)
then she sat and held Jilleen jilleens head down under a pillow and her but tell she got her poitn across, she woke up in the morning but Holy shit did I scream.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:49:27 PM)
It was like " YOUR KILLING HER! STOP STOP!!''. she got off and slapped me for yelling at her.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:49:38 PM)
i was the quite one, the only way you could servive as a black child.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:51:00 PM)
now. a year after she kicked me out, I went to see her on her brithday, say hi and alkl is forgivin., I was okay kinda living on my own but aparently, laughing at her friends joke about how her mother would never hit her was too much, she tried to throw my down the steps. I told her she would face the highest exstent of the law if i servived and she threw me out the house my my coller.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:51:05 PM)
aaaannnnnnd.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:52:16 PM)
She was a prostitue, Her pimip was a butt ugly jamacin guy who would tell cocain in the house and get high infrount of us, at the age of 14. All his whoes would sleep over and do there business on our beds whiole we where at school. now if that wasnt worse, the police where orresting my mom and her friends left right and center.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:52:48 PM)
and Childerns aid didnt believe me.. my mom told them I was a lier, then beat the SHIT out of me for ratting.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:53:43 PM)
soo in the long run, at the age of 18 I got kicked out because I woulndt give my mom 200$ for weed or whatever drugs she was on and kicked me the fuck out. It was so bad, I had to call the police to com and escort me so I could claim mystuff.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:54:01 PM)
end of rant--- you see sheldon.... being yelled at... would give me a smile on  my face

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:54:20 PM)
i guess.... that must suck...

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:54:49 PM)
yup. sooo if they yell at you, go to your own place in your head, Tone them out. thats what I did. Anime was my release

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:55:02 PM)
took me away from the pain.

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:55:08 PM)
i guess so

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:55:12 PM)
made me have a reason to go on basicly.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:56:38 PM)
don't move out just yet. Your still young, My life is so fucked up right now living on my own, I have develpted  anxsity and depression, and somthing I will not discuss, but ..... at our ages. You would only be turning your self into your dad and your mother.

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:56:51 PM)
Learn not to be like them, by living with them.

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:57:07 PM)
fine

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:57:12 PM)
I love you baby

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:57:12 PM)
ill do my best

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:57:19 PM)
I don't want you to turn out like me.

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:57:35 PM)
didnt u say however that ur life is decent?

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:57:49 PM)
...>
(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:57:54 PM)
ok
7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:58:04 PM)
decent for a black getto girl who was raised in shelters 

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:58:31 PM)
.......my life would be the concept of hell for a reguler white girl/guy

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (11:58:41 PM)
ya... i guess

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (11:59:41 PM)
sometimes you just want it to end, but it wont. and suiside isnt not an opotion, because well,.........(no reason yet)..but ya! lol

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (12:00:25 AM)
what would you guys do if i killed myself, what would I do if you wherent at school on tuesday, i would hate myself. and I would cry my ass off so much!!! 

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (12:00:40 AM)
6 days now

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (12:01:28 AM)
6 days now is random :P

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (12:01:33 AM)
why tuesday?

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (12:01:37 AM)
japan, i glanced at the time

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (12:02:01 AM)
its tuesday in japan? :S i thot it was like sunday...

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (12:02:01 AM)
how would i now you died ??.. I guess teusday we all would know

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (12:02:07 AM)
lol...

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (12:02:07 AM)
oooooooooooooooooooooo

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (12:02:10 AM)
makes sesne

(F)Sheldon(F)娘。ポッキー。当たるの？ musume pokkii. ataru no? says: (12:02:11 AM)
lol

7 days 7 days 7 days says: (12:02:23 AM)
lol