I am not an Addict

W00t w00t., Me and dayDream-shouldbeblue believer are hanging out in the Library! W00t.
I am Very happy! I piad 600 to my JAPAN THING!! YAY I AM GOING!!!! April 12th! Screw you guys I am going to japan.

Well, first time in history I WAS TURNED DOWN!……w00t. got to start somewhere..
Lonley, HELL YES!. Desprate? Not as much. I am going to japan baby!

I have this song in my head Every single F*ing day! Don’t read to much into it, Its for my friend!

_____________I'm not an Addict_________

Breathe it in and breathe it out
And pass it on, it's almost out
We're so creative, so much more
We're high above but on the floor
It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side

The deeper you stick it in your vein
The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)

It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me(Nothing means a thing to me)
It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)

Free me, leave me
Watch me as I'm going down
Free me, see me
Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling.
It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive I feel...
It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive
It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)I'm not an addict...